breakup grief is crazy

I guess we’re technically on a break but still. The anxiety that you won’t hit me back is real. Some days I’m fine, some days i miss you more than anything and it takes everything in me not to text or call you. Some days i feel angry. Mad because i feel abandoned when im at my lowest. Feeling so broken because of what happened… and you leaving me because i didn’t know how to cope. Why would you leave if you claim to love me so much. But the anger never lasts because i know it was because you love me that you initiated this break. i also need to take this time away to heal.

Today was a difficult day. Hopefully tomorrow won’t be.

I love you always.