There are prettier women everywhere and it hurts my soul

But, it motivates me to work harder. If I’m going to be ugly and alone, I might as well be smart and capable. I’ll be a successful cat lady. Even if people think that’s a bad thing, the traditional way of life laid out for women isn’t for me. Maybe god made me ugly because I was made to be alone. And that’s not a bad thing. It’s just different.