Encouragement please? Maybe?

So I’m going on vacation with my family to like Florida in almost exactly two weeks. I have multiple dermis cuts on my arm, and I really can’t let my family see. I’m not picking at them. I’m not cutting anymore. They should all scar over by then. Then I can put makeup over it. It’s been roughly 2 days since I stopped. But I’m loosing my mind. I was in orchestra practice and just thinking about how badly I wanted to go into the bathroom and scratch all my cuts back open. I didn’t realize it was something I rely on that much until now. I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up for but I have to make the next two weeks. Any form of encouragement would be unbelievably appreciated right now, the urges to relapse are driving me insane.

Posted Mar 6, 2026, 4:05 AM UTC

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