this was such an embarrassing week

title. everything has gone sideways since sunday honestly. i was super passive aggressive to my sister at a dinner we were invited to (fight started at home, and followed us into the night...) and obviously that warrented stares and such and i'm still really embarrassed over everything. i just now was a bit messy at dinner, luckliy it was just my family but i already felt so messy to begin with it made me feel worse. i can't wait for this week to end and get myself out of this funk cause im usually poised but this week was some sort of test or way to humble me