Accessing CBD/THC is ridiculously hard if you’re medicated

i have been prescribed an atypical antipsychotic, initially for bipolar (which was rescinded after a stay at the psych ward) but now for OCD management.

i reported an instance of CSA on Monday to the police, and my mental health deteriorated rapidly. i cant keep food down and anything over 300-400 calories already feels like too much for the day, i sleep either 2 or 16 hours, im having constant panic attacks and everything startles me.

i have tried 3 fucking clinics and two of them flat out refused to see me because of the antipsychotics (despite me offering clinical notes supporting the fact that it’s for OCD) and one of them won’t see me because I’m under 26.

i am in ruins. cannabis was the only thing to stabilise me and i’m genuinely becoming suicidal over how desperate i am. this whole system is so fucking unfair, there are no exemptions for acute cases.

this whole bullshit is a joke.