Temporary Amnesia

Sometimes I really miss you. I forget about the things you did, the way you behaved, the absolute rat of a human being you are.

Sometimes I deceive myself into thinking you are a person with integrity. In those moments I begin to feel some loss, for someone who is a memory now.

In those moments

I listen to one of your dozens of nagging dumb ranting voicemails that I have a plethora of and within the first few seconds I remember with zero reservation.

In those moments I think about how the Palestinians lost their homes to the Israelis after opening their doors to these war refugees and how they then took over the home and removed the owners at gunpoint. I look at their behavior and I’m like “oh, yeah, that’s exactly how she was.”

I forgive you. But unless you change. Your reckoning is coming, just like it is for the Israelis

I’m so glad I got away from that person.

See ya