I accidentally hit someone

I accidentally hit my mom.

We got into a big argument about religion, I said she doesn't make it easier. All I wanted was her to slowly reintroduce me to Islam but she couldn't. My mom says I'm haram, but obviously doesn't make it easy or feel safe. I know religion isn't easy but she is making it harder. I broke the wall and they a plastic toy at her and cut her finger maybe.

I just want to feel safe. I'm sorry. I never get mad like this. I should have just kept quiet. I'm so tired.

I'm not trying to look edgy or attention seeking, but she is fuming and I can't check on her. I could also just be a spoiled brat but it's either one or the other