idk what to title this

Am i just genuine fucking ass at this game or are the players just a different breed? Because i have like 1,500 kills, which I assumed was decent. Apparently not, because every other person I fight is a fucking demon in the game that basically gets a Flawless Victory on me. Like what the actual fuck am I even fighting half the time. The only people I manage to win against are like newer players or people who haven't been on in a really long time. It's genuinely upsetting me how shit I can be at a video game after three years playing.