Stuck in the past

There isn't a video where Amber doesn't mention what she ate when she was a child, what she did in school and the fun she had and activities in which she participated. I'm worried about her as this is a sign she's stuck in past traumatic memories rather the living in the present. It's one think to birth 8 children. It's another to take care of them on a day to day basis, including homeschooling them. With her dream of all her children going to Julliard getting further away, Amber is facing a harsh reality. As a result, she's offboarding parenting the younger children to the older girls. I hope

She seeks some form of therapy.