Crying so much

So I’m 28M and I don’t get to express emotions, ever, because I’ll pass out (cataplexy) but when I watch romantic movies I just cry and cry and cry. Crying doesn’t seem to trigger the cataplexy.

Anyone else?

I can’t get angry or I will fall down, I can’t laugh or I’ll pass out and I can’t really get sad or I’ll collapse but for some reason when I watch romantic movies I’m able to release all that emotion I never get to let out. It feels really great!

Am I weird ahaha 🤣