Living in india is becoming unbearable

I know that i will sound anti national but i am really frustrated . Just a rant. I am 34/m and recently i may have started despising living in this country. I have lived in teir 1 , tier 2 and teir 3 cities . There is just something wrong with indian people. People throw garbage on the streets , people are rowdy and dont follow any kind of rules , they will cut lines and then shout at you if you are following the rules . No body follows traffic rules . There are cows and bulls on the streets and dust and pollution everywhere . Streets are not planned properly and people drive rashly and stupidly . Even if you are driving properly .. some idiotic person will come and hit you with their vehicle . In teir 1 cities there is overpopulation and pollution . People do not have the concept of personal space and are in your face all the time . The heat has become intolerable . I get heat rashes now from middle of february . People destroy public property and will destroy trains with the food they eat and with 5000 children that they have managed to reproduce .. and this is beside the violence against women and the regressive mindset . I have worked and paid taxes for more than 10 years and what have i gotten in return .. this shit hole to live in . And the taxes just keep on rising . Aur ye pagal sitaraman .. increased the tax on nicotine .. marne bhi nahi de rahi . People fear the police rather than thinking they are here for our safety . I am gay and i have absolutely no rights . I cannot marry . I cannot have children . No reproductive rights . I believe every human has a basic human right to reproduce atleast once . Thats the entire purpose of biology . And this country aur iski jahil janta ke karan kuch ho nahi pa raha .. kyu? Kyuki random rahul ki gand fat ja rahi hai if 2 men kiss . I really really really wish i was living in a different country but i am a doctor and its very hard for doctors to move countries . I feel fucking trapped here