Genuinely just can’t do it anymore

Depression and bad mental health has robbed me of everything. Years have passed and I’ve made no progress in life at all, just grown older as people around me do the normal stuff like have a career and family and just make something of themselves. All I’ve done is rot away and watch people overtake me and leave me behind. Nostalgia eats me up inside too, missing when I was a kid the only time I was actually happy, teens sucked I got suicidal since then, genuinely I’ve just turned out to be a gross shitty adult and I have never wanted to be here