Does anyone else feel truly sad for her despite being weirded out?

Like I used to Stan her so it’s a love hate relationship but after seeing the podcast I actually feel so bad for the entire situation.. Benny clearly is a PR relationship of some sort like doesn’t even live with her, that Kristen chick hates her and she has no confidence at all when she speaks, like her soul is gone- on top of all the surgery… Like we’re watching a real time sad crash out. Cause she started off in the industry such a different person- well a lot happier if you compare all her old interviews where she smiles more and can form coherent thoughts. Idk just feel kind of grossed out truly after watching the pets of the podcast I could stomach.