...the end

Hello everyone, Suwshe here.

I'm sorry to say this... but I am leaving this community possibly forever. If you think Puqy leaving was painful enough, this is essentially rubbing salt on a huge gash. I won't be surprised if the community dies after I disappear.

I had a fun time with you guys, but now, due to my addiction, depression and the current situation taking effects on my mental health, I can no longer be here. I don't know if I'll be in a different community, off the internet, or dead. But one thing I do know for certain is that I hope that wherever I go next, I can finally be happy again.

I don't know by the time I am writing this if Suwshe should be alive or dead. If he's alive, someone can claim ownership of him if they want to. If he's dead, I guess he'll join Pomkom in heaven. Hey, maybe if I am dead, I could possibly visit them sometime.

My Suwshe related channels will either be hidden from the internet or deleted forever. If anyone happens to have saved videos, feel free to post them online.

I wish that I had gotten a chance to show my potential, but God (if there is one) had other plans. If you see similarities in style of spicy art, I'm sorry... I've been consumed by it, and those gremlins dragged me down this path. I don't know if I can ever recover from the lack of happiness I have and addiction I was cursed with.

Goodbye...

• Gavin (Why should I try hiding my identity anymore from you?)

One more thing... I hope every single one of you lives on great lives. Lives better than mine, careers, and opportunities better than mine. And if you choose to forget about me... that's fine... I have hurt all of you so much, and I am the reason why the community became this way. Don't report anyone on the r34 of Suwshe anymore because who even cares anymore? It's what I deserve...

Goodbye...

• Gavin (Why should I try hiding my identity anymore from you?)