do i have ocd?

Opinion / Thoughts

i know this is something i should go to the doctor for but i would like to know if anyone who has ocd has any input.

i had always had bad anxiety and get anxious about almost everything. i just had a baby about 6 months ago and started experiencing weird things. i’m not sure if ocd can be something you can get pp or if it’s just surfacing more because im on more of a schedule.

i have to pray the same prayer over my baby every single night in the exact same way. which is weird because i was never very religious. then right after that i have to count her breathing 14 consecutive breaths. all because the number 14 sounds good to me, its even and 1+4=5 and that just makes me calm. if i happen to see another one then it has to be a number like 20 or 22.

i have to wash my breast pumps in the same order every single time and if i don’t it’s not right.

the volume on the tv/radio has to be on an even number.

just random things like that. and if these things are not “right” then i think something bad will happen. and i know nothing bad will happen but i can’t help myself.

please give me some advice if you have any thank you

Posted Mar 6, 2026, 4:21 AM UTC

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