Post Highschool Social Life

Recently broke up w my girlfriend of over a year and it was social suicide. I have no friends and can barely go to school because of how anxious her presence makes me, same with parties and other things. It makes me sick. I leave for university in August, does making friends get easier? I would call myself a little weird, apparently I’m autistic but I don’t trust that diagnosis, I’m curious at how people fit in with their universities. I’ll be having a job and I’ll be living on campus, hopefully have a car by then as well. I’m queer, also, which makes me think I stand out in a bad way…

It makes me feel hopeless, the lack of human connection. And I’m scared