I couldn’t make it to my dream college

Pata hai aaj kya hua, I couldn’t make it to my dream college, yes mujhe IIT nahi mila, IIT choro, main exam hi qualify nahi kar paayi. So I was preparing for an exam called UCEED, (which is a designing entrance exam for IIT Bombay), I worked hard for that exam, attempted 25+ mocks, did everything, even after analyzing all the mocks I was stucked between a particular range (70 to 90) idk why? I used to do minor mistakes, but then last last mein I started getting good marks, but what happened in final exam? Main qualify hi nahi hui, I know, I might be not good enough, or maybe negligence. But I took a drop for that, specially for this exam..wasted an year, also during prep, Breakup made things even worse..at the end of my journey I was already exhausted, 6+ hours classes, practice at home, coping with some personal issues, isolated...okay I know Getting into IIT, it’s an uphill battle for me.. only 245 seats are there for this course in general, still I'm regretting...