To a dear friend of mine: I hope you are well, A.

I know Its been 3 yrs, since your last message.

3 yrs since we last saw each other.

3 yrs since I've muted and archived our chat.

And, almost a year since I unfriended, unfollowed, and removed you as my follower on all social media platforms that I have.

It has been a pain, ignoring you like that. And, now I'm suffering the consequences of my own action.

I don't want you back, romantically. And, I dont even think that we could ever go back to being friends, especially when everybody knew about us and after everything that went down between us.

I do, however, miss you. as a friend. Some nights I crave for that connection we had, who I could tell everything to and be heard and seen without any judgement.. and vice versa.. You were also that kind of friend that just knows something is up, even when I'm just sitting there quietly with my headphones on.

Tang**a. Ilang beses nating pinilit na maging platonic. Bakit kasi hindi nalang tuluyang naging mag kaibigan kaysa sa magka-ibigan?

But I know some things are hard to maintain, as it is.

Maybe, I just miss you a lot.

Hiyang hiya ako mag reach out kasi ako yung naunang di na nag reply.. ako yung nang ghost.. Kaya eto.. I hope you're okay, sana alam mo na im still here quietly cheering you on!

Yours truly, K