I avoid things that consume a lot of time

I slowly start to realize something - instead of looking up to things because this is something fun, because that's something i even planned, I feel like if something takes a really good chunk out of a weekend - I see it as some form of a loss.

I suppose it may be because there's something in me that wants to prolong the weekend for as long as I can, but whats the point if I dont do anything fun or something that will make the time pass fast anyway? It seems like my brain often would pick slow and boring over fun and fast saturday and I just realize how dumb it is.

On top of that, I tend to not plan stuff on sundays at all, because the idea of sprinting through the last day of weekend and being faced with 8pm and very little time left before the cycle begins is something I avoid... but its such a bullshit when you think about it man

Have you guys had a problem like that? Prolonging the weekend for the sake of it, instead of enjoying it fully? Did you figure it out? Being unemployed doesnt seem like a good idea and my industry has some downs right now so I dont want to change my job (yet), and it's not even that bad