I’m blocked, yet I didn’t make the mistake…… help me understand and not reach out

Up until a few days ago, I was in this 4 month movie like passion relationship. We spoke almost everyday, spent amazing time together, and I even met his kids (which for him is a big deal). Well a few days ago he was posted on one of those “Are we dating the same guy” groups. It was a crazy thing for me to see first thing in the morning….

He was the one to reach out to me first about it. I told him it hurt me to see and I let him know how this whole thing has hurt me because this whole relationship has felt like nothing but a lie. After our emotional (tear filled) conversation, I let it marinate in my head for a while. Then I went on instagram only to see that he blocked me….

I’m making this post to gain knowledge on why I was blocked when I didn’t make the mistake in the first place???? Now it’s all I think about and it hurts. Why am I hurt anyways? I’d love to hear your thoughts.