38[M4F] I've been told I'm too big
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As it turns out, having a cock that dangles down to your knee soft isn't all its cracked up to be.
You ask any guy out there something they wish they could change about themselves, and nine times out of ten, they're probably going to mention something about their cock. It's something guys are self conscious about, even if they don't want to admit it. Sure, most partners know a big, fat cock usually means a good bit of pain during and after the whole fucking part, but men still like the idea of a big cock regardless.
Well, I'm living proof that a big cock isn't all it's cracked up to be.
After I hit puberty, I just never really stopped growing. I thought I was hot shit going into the college dating scene, but as the months went by, more and more people saw me more as a freak show than an actual potential lover. More than once, I was invited back to someone's dorm just so they could oggle my endowment before shooing me out the door.
I went though my entire college career without having sex. I'm actually still a virgin. Some girls played with my cock a bit, but most were too intimidated to do much more than attempt some oral. Emphasis on attempt-the tip of my cock was nearly the size of an apple when I got hard.
As it stands, I'm nearly 11" long when I'm soft. Ever since college, I haven't even tried to enter a relationship of any kind with anyone. I do my best to hide it, but it's hard under the best circumstances to hide what I have in my pants. Loose, baggy pants do an okay job, but I've found tighter pants are good too to stop it from bouncing around.
I've learned to live with my condition. I've got a God damn horsecock, but there's no one I've met who's willing to try anything with me. At this point, I've more or less given up hope on finding anyone who would. It's not like I can blame them, either. I wouldn't want my insides completely rearranged!
But who knows? It's a crazy world out there. Who knows what sort of people I'll meet...
Posted Mar 6, 2026, 3:50 PM UTC · locked