I have dreams of my own future

I get the most realistic snippets during dreams, of me in my life and it’s usually very random and unimportant few seconds of something. A few months later I actually live through what I had dreamt of and in that moment I immediately remember my dream. If you’ve experienced this you know, it all HITS and it’s the weirdest feeling ever. I then remember waking up - but this time I don’t cause I’m in reality. I remember how I felt waking up. I forget about the snippet until it happens. I think it was a few months of dreaming these snippets and have been experiencing this situation over this past year, before this year this has never occurred, and now it happens often enough. I remember wanting around the time of those dream, I was looking for physic abilities, not realizing it wasnt aligned with faith at the time, because I was spiritual and not religious. I didn’t realize those were precognitive dreams because they were insignificant but very realistic, I didn’t think twice about it. Now that I realize what those were, I no longer want this gift because of the place I was in, it feels scary in those moments, does God want this for me? It doesn’t feel like prophetic wisdom, I only want the gifts if it’s from him… Crazy stuff. I probably sound very special, lol