Day 4 having more urges than previous day!

Is it worth relapsing? Today and tmmr school too?? Just saying guys if the text is so long don't read it's better that way.. so awkward to u guys idk 😅

Like i want to relapsed but I tell my mind repeatly not to fap if u fap it lowers ur entire confidence and so tmmr school! Is there

Is it worth relapsing only good thing is I didn't touch porn for the past 10 days i stopped completely at that time I did watch porn but it didn't satisfy me on that it keeps luring on that but instead I did fap without it it's feels good but now i understand the addiction of this

Decided to step back and found nofap reddit and now my streak is on day 4 but my urges like this I want so bad to lock my door and wear a underwear make it loose anal it and rubbing and all it sounds awakardly wierd and cringe !! Don't put any negative related to this I am expressing my feelings towards u guys u are the only one motivated snd push me getting higher streaks especially Day 4 my confidence high and even girls start noticing my confidence and my studies going well well!