39 [M4A] #SF Bay Area - Looking for CG / Dom for Gradual Embrace of (Sissy) Baby Self; Open to Playmates / Friends to Explore Together or Just Chat

I was drawn to diapers even before women, a fact I find arousingly humiliating - I'd probably pick being in the former if given the choice 😳 Early on identified as a DL, but from the start I was fantasizing about being forced to wear and regressing into a helpless baby. I eventually accepted that side, but fully embracing it is tough, and I desire to be led deeper - losing all control when with my Dom or triggered by them.

A sissy side appeared along with my attraction to women - curious at the idea of being one almost as much as with one: bra hugging around your chest, panties tight around and over your waist, the intricate attire and expressions tied to a feminine identity, being doted on and tended to (which the little side was already very much about).

Being diapered, slowly and subtly degraded, and gently disciplined are what my sub side most desires. But I would love at least entertaining a more feminine expression, up to encouraging a full realization of my sissy baby self 🧚🏼‍♀️

I'm married - my partner is not much into it, but encourages me to find someone: ideally a daddy / leaning more in the masculine direction or a trans woman - she'd be more accepting if they offer something she can't.

It would be great if you're into similar things outside the kink: hiking or hanging at a brewery, concerts, gaming; the kinks increasingly integrated in. And I would also absolutely be open to finding friends who help encourage out my sub side. I'm hoping to be more involved in the community and would love to connect 🙂