My husband lies to me

I got married a year ago, it was arranged. The 1st few months it was great my husband (26) was great with me, we talked about everything he told me everything about his friends about what he used to do everything. Hes a heavy smoker, and i mentioned i didn't like weed or drugs he said he didn't do anything like that. But a few months into our marriage i figured out he was smoking, i didn't know what to do so i didn't react i said okay just try to leave it. May Allah forgive me i started smoking as well. Just to try it, then i got pregnant he was still very caring very open about everything and a month and half later i had a miscarriage and something just shifted in me. I constantly needed him i started to over analyze his behavior and found out some lies he told me on our anniversary trip he invited other people and it was very bad i cried all night because i thought he was cheating on me with someoneon that trip. After that we just started having fights i found out he watches porn and does his deed, i know its not okay but i said he can tell me if he does but said he doesn't, he does watch it i saw it in his phone. He had these massage parlors in his block list he said he never went after our wedding. Idk, he still tells me he lives me cares for me as ling as i dont question him on anything. How can i live like that knowing he lies to everyone, im always zoned out with him im always wondering if hes telling the truth or just making stories up. We've had 2 3 ugly fights and i see him as a complete different person now.

Its like when we're together just by each other everything is perfect he's nice as long as i dont trigger him in anyway, he is gentle caring as well but only when we 2 are together if anyone else is present his attention would be on them. Like his family. He's not independent in anyway but tries to support me and fulfil my needs, which is why i dont ask for much only when i really need help.

I have tried to focus on myself again but my anxiety doesn't rest. The men in my life have failed me, no one ever protected me i thought my husband would but he has his own problems.