What should I do now ?

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Hey guys,im a newly graduated doc (m). My journey to reach this position was very hard. Tbh I really struggled a lot in each and every steps (can't explain fully as it is too long). So after my internship my original certificates were with held due to a scholarship issue From the part of the govt. My life filled with uncertainty and I was soo helpless.then a mentor (my ex teacher) came in to my life and he insisted me to opt for a fellowship in a different state (so that my time won't be wasted). We opted for the fellowship through a reputed agency and we moved on to that place. My mom was soo happy about me to finally do something meaningful rather than sitting depressed in the home thinking about the certificates and other problems. But happiness didn't last long. The whole fellowship thing was a scam, hospital was not at all good, they were ill treating patients and the bystanders. Also the salary they promised was just 20000 (as it was a stipend, but they promised 40000, and emi of the course fee was 15000). So I resigned.

My mom is everything to me, she was soo happy after a long time because of my job. So I thought of not sharing this with her and I was really suffocating and depressed again. I really needed to have someone at that time to share about my condition.

Then I randomly found my bestfriend in a telegram bot (I was not much aware of reddit that time - 6 months back). She was from Bihar and I'm from Kerala. She is the most purest soul I ever met. She listened to my problems and always stayed as a supporting figure for me. Her family knows me and my mom knows her too. She has three sisters and seriously I do consider them as my sisters too. So what happened was she used to call me once In a while and we will exchange messages about ourdaily routine, things happened and everything (now a days she was soo busy with her exam prep, holi and all soo our chats were less) Today suddenly she told our friendship is being a wrong influence to her sister as some incident occurred in her family. I told her that we are not doing anything wrong,our chats can be read by anyone, as there is nothing to hide and our friendship was soo genuine tooo.but she was telling as a responsible sister she has to reduce our chats and be an example for the younger sister(teenager). I didn't understand anything and she left, now her messages comes only once in a while. She was the only best friend I had and I don't know what should I do?. Her sister also knows that we are just best friends (she used to put voice messages when I used to chat with my best friend).

What should I do now..😕

Posted Mar 6, 2026, 3:53 PM UTC

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