Crying over this Job

I’ve been doing this for 10 months now and I love the grind, but some days I feel like i’ve been crushed through the meat grinder.

I cry at my desk at least once a week.

I have generalized anxiety disorder, but i’m great at sales. My KPIs are always met, and i’m in the top percentile for my company. The money just isn’t compensating my mental state. My company’s insurance sucks too so I can’t seek treatment.

Is there a light at the end of the tunnel ?