Ghosts

You keep calling her name in my head

I'm so over it, I was just led

On you never wanted me and

I don't know how to get you out

I wish there was a way out of all this

This place I built it brick by brick

Now there are snakes and shadows haunting me

Telling me how I did wrong and will never be

Free from all this or the ghost of you

I just want a place to call home

But I'm afraid I'm long gone

Do I stand a chance at redemption

Or will I keep waiting for a call that doesn't come?

I wish I was me before you

I wish when the bell tolls

I don't look behind

And can be me without you

Oh dear soul, can you come back?

Forgive me for betraying you into parts

That were never loved and all that

I promise I'll never leave to

Go to a place I wasn't wanted

I'll honour you in due