Met the ‘big brother’ who abused me twenty years ago!

I want to narrate it in three parts to narrate how I felt when this happened:

What happened today?

F31, I saw him today at a family friend’s house after 20 years. He came with his two kids who’re now grown ups!!!

What happened then?

He was 21, and I was 11. Goodness…he smooched me then and put his hands all over me…feeling the deepest parts of me that never belonged to him!!! I was trembling because I just knew something wasn’t right. And I was back at my home after an hour of torture. Completely blank!!!

What happened today when I met him:

He kept ogling at me, even when he was with his wife and kids. He never approached me but I did feel that he was noticing me.

I feel defeated, mainly because I am still unmarried and he still got to move on in his life.