I cant' do urbex anymore after reading The Road

I've always been passionate about Urbex for many years, exploring abandoned houses with my friend and even alone and never had fear (I don't live in the US - so no guns - and I always check)

Now, after reading the Road, I can't do Urbex anymore, because I feel so scared and terrified. Today I found a house and the kind of abandoned setting reminded me of some scenes from the book (Like the one in which >!there were slaves under the house!<)

I feel like I can't enjoy it anymore