I want to leave the field.

I always loved programming and math more than anything but after all the women and no men have been fired or pushed out of my team in my last company before I was the last woman to leave I just can not do it anymore. I have been out of that company for almost 6 months and I still have PTSD from that. I never thought I would be one of those women to leave the field but the constant sexism makes it unhealthy and unrealistic for me to stay.