The state of the world is making me suicidal

I live in the USA. Holy shit. Holy fucking shit. The government is a ring of satanic pedophile murderers who just decided to start WW3. I'm losing it. I don't know how to cope with all the grief of the innocent lives that have been taken globally at the hands of these monsters. Everything has gone to hell. I don't know if there's any hope left to hold onto. All I have been able to do lately is cry my eyes out and rot in bed. All I want is to live somewhere peaceful but I don't know if that even exists anymore. What the fuck do I do???