Bad Trip.

Was really dumb and took like 2.5 grams of APE (redosed 30 minutes in for another .5) that was really potent (probably maybe totaled 5 grams then tbh), I was alone and in a really bad headspace. Dumb move ik.

It was hell, time seemed to go on forever. I was seeing fractals and the jester guy. My self conception and sense of reality was distorting and all my negative thoughts in my subconscious just rose to the top.

It got bad when I quickly sat up and was leaning against my wall. I closed my eyes and had some weird out of body experience, it felt like I fainted but I slipped into a dream. I immediately woke up and the world I was really dizzy and nauseous. I ran to the bathroom and my heart started racing like crazy, my senses turned to the max and I was hearing pure static and seeing brightness. It was incredibly disorienting, I was afraid I was going to have to a heart attack or something

. It slowly went away and after I was just so out of it and numb. I also felt my neurons and movement down my hands. I had a sense of profound understanding. Anyone can explain what tf happened? Again this was a SUPER potent ape and I was feeling on the edge of breaking the veil. I feel scared to even take anything Beyond a gram now tbh.