My long time secret

I want to preface this post with the fact that I’m married but definitely bi curious if not bisexual (never had the opportunity to explore it). I’ve been doing anal during masturbation on and off for almost 15 years now, I’ve never told anyone. I own a dildo 7 inches long, about the same girth as me and extremely veiny. I like to use it in various ways while I masturbate, I’ll suck on it, slap it on my balls, frottage with it in my flesh light and occasionally fuck my ass. I’ve cum hands free from anal probably 10 times in my life so it’s not new but this last time was something amazing. I like to put on a silky black thong whenever I do any type of anal play because it just gets me so horny. I start with a plug and watch porn for about 30 minutes and by this time I am so hard and dripping pre cum I decide to bust out my dildo. I set him up on the wall of my shower and put him inside me slowly. I begin to ride and within seconds I’m rock hard and my cock is slapping my stomach, throwing pre cum all over my chest and neck. After a few minutes I begin to get a little less hard so I decide to suction him to the ground and ride on my knees, this is the usual way I cum hands free. This time was different, while I’m riding I’m soft but the Pre cum is leaking out of me like a puddle in front and I’m not soft but not hard either. I ride like this for about a good ten minutes and decide to switch up positions. I put him on the corner of my dresser and straddle one leg on each side so I can take him balls deep. I begin to go and at this point I’m still soft but I’m leaking like I’m almost peeing an my cock is throbbing. A few more minutes in I tuck my cock and balls back into my thong to really focus on riding an how good it feels. All of a sudden I get a tingle unlike anything I’ve ever felt. Within 30 seconds a feeling rushed over me and I start fucking him harder and harder. Out of no where the tingle grew and I was cumming soft inside my panties. I pulled my cock out and spilled out the biggest load I’ve ever had and was full body tingling, I couldn’t even move. I put my elbows on the ground and stayed there for about a minute. Here is the kicker, when I finally pull him out of me he must have brushed my prostate and I begin cumming again. I couldn’t move for another minute as I just enjoyed the feeling and seeing this entire amount of cum made me so horny again. I had to masturbate again right afterwards, even as I write this in the bathroom at work I am throbbing and rock hard with pre cum dripping into my panties. I’ve never experienced such an amazing orgasm and I look forward to searching for it again. I’ve never had the real thing but this dildo makes me want to try. I’m glad I could share this experience with you all because I’ve never told anyone about this, not even my wife. Until next time, I wish you all that euphoric experience I had! Thank you for reading and let me know if it made you as horny as I currently am!