Ruined my 11th after scoring 97% in 10th. Don’t know how to fix this

I got 97% in 10th so everyone thinks I’m really smart, but honestly that was probably the easiest year and I feel like I just got lucky. I feel like I’ve completely ruined my 11th.

I have a dummy school and go to PW (offline). My teachers honestly aren’t great so I barely understand anything in class. Because of my low marks this year I’ll probably get put in a worse batch in 12th, which makes me feel even worse about everything.

The bigger problem is me though. I’ve completely lost the will to study. Whenever I open my laptop to study I just end up wasting hours on X or YouTube, so studying on devices just doesn’t work for me anymore.

But I also can’t understand chapters just from books. I’ll stare at the same page for hours and nothing goes in.

Lately I’ve been feeling really depressed about all of this. I keep crying throughout the day thinking about what I’m doing with my life, and honestly nothing really gives me enjoyment anymore. The worst part is I know I have potential and it feels like I’m just wasting it.

My parents still think I’m some genius because of my 10th marks, but I feel like I’m slowly messing everything up.

Has anyone gone through something similar? How did you get out of it? ,please help im only asking cause im in a very low point of my life and have no guidance