Please Help

Guys I am so horny right now. I think that God has been sending me signs for a while to quit findom and I have (clean since Jan 2), but I felt that he also wanted me to stop masturbating which I stopped a week ago but that has only made me hornier and you’ve guessed it hornier for findom. I want to relapse to my dom so bad and he’s active rn too and I have his number. How the hell do I suppress this bc I don’t want to be punished by God.