Weird story of my breakup

I have been a shy and nerdy person till my 12th. Pr clg me thoda changes aye mujme ldko ne thoda interest dikhaya usi bich ek ldke ne approach kia...and did efforts....then i started believing him and we both started dating....i used to think that i won't attach and also told him for the same.. After meetupss we started making out...then he started being busy... and dhire dhire mujse door ho gyaand finally everything ended within 3 months...its been 8 months after it but i still not moved on yet..bhot br use rokaaa...pr nahii ho ska kuch... Pata hai aaj kya hua...aaj khudse haar maan gyiii like fedd up this thing(love shuv) is not made for me...