Istfg my cat wants to kill me. (23 m)

So basically since in November my ex bf got me this cat. His name is Moses he is 7 months old and for the first few weeks I had him he was honestly a incredible cat. He was playful, joyful, cuddly and sweet until the first day of the year when my Boyfriend dumped me, the cat turned really mean.

On the 3rd of January Moses jumped on top of my face and legit tried to maul me. I legit got a scar on the edge of my cheek and my face was bleeding like crazy afterwards. When I came back home on the 5th I felt bad for Moses and I thought this was gonna be a one time thing so I went to cuddle him and he scratched my forehead and I still got a mark from it

So after that, I started leaving Moses outside because hes to wild for the indoors. Everytime I brought him outside he somehow manages to open the window and get back inside.

All of February he has gotten sharp items and tried to stab me with them, Moses would stair at me from afar and look it me mischievously and looks evil asf. And yesterday he jumped on my neck and bit my neck and also scrobbed my neck so hard I started bleeding and I had to get stitched up yesterday and I just came home this morning.

Ive thought of getting Moses put down but I feel like that's too cruel. I want to get rid of him but i feel like I would be evil for giving him away and making someone go through the pain and torture that I've been through. Does my cat want to murder me, idk cuz im scared asf.