Im yearning for a woman

I'm 34 and pretty much missed out on my 20s due to depression and struggling in life. I didnt really date or have the experiences that I wanted.

I'm currently dating a guy who I love and enjoy a lot. We are in a "situationship"... I do want a baby soon and he's most likely going to be the father. But I don't see marriage in my future, and neither do he.

Lately, I been craving another girl. I'm a feminine girl, and I am craving another feminine girl. I want to trib with another soft pretty girl so bad. I feel like making love with a woman is much more intimate. My heart beat fast just thinking about it.

I will be moving to Chicago for a job in May and hope to be able to build a life for myself and would love to meet a woman.

I worry about what people would say, I dont want to be boxed in. But I truly do want a girlfriend.

Anyone else went through this?