My only relationship and in which i got cuckold

In my first relationship my girlfriend and me was having fun but I then saw she still follows her ex on insta and I asked why and she said there's nothing wrong in this. Well it was okay. Then I asked her what her relationship was with him and she told me how he used to brutally fck her and spank her thighs and ass that she even got bruises and she even showed me many pics of her with her ex and I got sad and insecure and I told her that I feel that. To this her response was "It's not my mistake if my old relationship was spicy. You could have also done that, don't blame me"

Well it was ok, not my emotional cuckold phase but later. She started telling me she likes a guy in her college (we were in different college) and I was like why the fuck she's telling me. But every night we used to talk for hours and she used to tell me every little details of her day even stupid things like she pissed and shit. But that's different. She started telling me she's talking to that guy. I was and I'm still very submissive and have slave gooner like personality and she knew it. She used to call me her good boy and I used to love it Once she started telling me she held his hand in college i got turned on then I asked about more information day by day and week by week I got more information

She told me she held his hand and later that she even sat on his lap and clicked pic (she even showed me) later on I got in contact with her new guy friend too. He used to mock me and tease me and used to tell me everything he did and wanted to do. It was all till now going like a normal cuck but emotional part came later

In this phase she was clearly his girlfriend. (Let's name that guy Kai) Kai used to spend time with him and we used to have conference call at night. All three of us discussing about our days. And I had a mommy kink and I used to call my gf mama. Kai made me call him daddy and her mommy and I did. And I did that with love. I became their child. We used to talk and spend time together. Then kai and my ex used to go on dates while they sent me pics of them hugging and kissing and even getting intimate. Kai used to message me "don't worry son mama and daddy are having fun" i felt so good. I had such an emotional connection with them But later on due to some private matters they broke up and then it was me and my ex. I felt insecure and opened up to her. Whenever I used to open up to her and told her she was wrong she used to ghost me and she did. She ghosted me and it's been 3 years. We haven't talked. In sadness I also deleted all pics we had together

As for now I still remember those nights when she used to tell me about her whole day. Then day with kai and other guys and also when we all 3 used to talk and I called them mommy and daddy. She even comes in my dream. Sadly after few weeks she blocked me and went away far for higher studies