Want to come back to Allah but not religion

I've stayed away from Islam for 9 years. In the meantime, Ive explored paths like Kabbalah. Christian and Jewish esotericism has been helpful. I got over my bias against Abrahamic God after practicing.

I'm looking for sources on sufism without shariah. I was reluctant to post here because ive seen people sensitive about this here. But Im not looking for religion at the moment. Any books on sufi prayers or practical sufism would be helpful. More interested in practice than theory

This will help me make peace with spirituality in arabic language as well