Am I over thinking?

I think be try highly of myself, & I’m starting to notice how much that intimidates people, especially women of color. I don’t compete with others because I already consider myself a weirdo but it feels weird now to be embraced to my face & then eyes roll as soon as I say something that’s remotely controversial.. I guess I’m expected to have the same face value opinion as everyone else but I’ve never wanted to be like every one else.. I just don’t want people to make me feel uncomfortable for being unapologetically myself. Idk it just sucks to be surrounded by people and still feel so alone