i saw flowers outside and got sad about my nana .

my nana passed away in december and i have been sick the past couple days and i haven’t been outside at all and i just went out to get some Gatorade and suddenly noticed all of the flowers outside and got really sad and began thinking about my nana it was so random but the cry was so different than the ones ive had in the past couple weeks it wasn’t as much despair as it has been but just heartbreak by missing her has anyone else had a similar experience