I have been finding it hard to have genuine friendships.

I literally have a hard time making Friends and keeping them as well. Yes, I have had friends before but I always lost them due to always changing my mind on hangout days since I barely started my medication this year and once it “woke me up” I realized I really either pushed them away or just stopped talking to them altogether which makes it really shitty and I do make friends fast but I just suck at communicating if I am being hones.