Update from back in December

Hey it's me, I told you all about my experience from a child from age 10 til now and if you do not remember I will remind you, So I am now 30 when I was 10 years old my family and I moved to the old air port road thats what it was known as at the time, I would see dark shadows I would see soldiers ( found out the place was a war base) I would see a women with long black hair and she told me her name was Bridget, I remember talking to Bridget she was nice to me but then my father called me to come in for dinner, My father looked confused and asked who I was talking to I was confused and said the lady Bridget, My10 year old mind thought they were alive and that my parents knew her and my father said who? And I thought oh damn I am in trouble for talking to a stranger but I was so confused why my father was concerned In the mornings my mother would make breakfast and Bridget would be there I was confused because I thought why is my mother being rude to bridget? And not talking to her so I td my mother bridget is here ,My mothere would say hey be quite just eat you're breakfast My two Older brothers would look at me so confused and ask whose bridget and I said she's right here and my mother would tell us to hurry up and eat breakfast and I began to think okay my parents don't like her bridget Then when I was 15 my father told me the truth Bridget was dead and they did see her but knew she was a ghost but they didn't want to tell me then because I was just 10 and just child, So since then every home I have moved into has been haunted and I ignored it and I know you all think I'm crazy but the walking and moving things How do I not ignore but I promise you do for ten years, I would ignore it all and when I met my husband I was upfront and told him, He experienced things and I told him ignore it and he did, We have two kids now, My mother died in 2023 , It broke me but any noise or walking when my husband and two children would be a sleep I would ignore, Any whispers of voices that I would hear next to me I would ignore, I believe bridget followed me but I would ignore her as horrible as that may sound and maybe in my own mind I was protecting my self, I know I sound selfish but I thought if we ignore her she will go away, Then this December 2025 I was in my own bed, Our son was sick so I kept him in my room he's 2 so I thought if he vomits I am right next to him, I woke up I went to the bathroom and I went to lay down, I turn around I see what appears to be my dead mother but it's not her, She had a creepy smile like the joker, It was not my mother, My mother always died her hair to dark black, This women had light brown hair and just kept staring at me, I couldn't talk for a moment but when I did, I shouted get away from me! then what do I see, Bridget, Now I am beginning to think she does not want me to ignore her clearly, What do I do??? She keeps wanting my attention?