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So had to leave the studio due to toxic and very uncomfortable commission which I made I work because growth is what I wanted.I left and went to a city 18hrs away from home and webcaming saved me because i needed that platform to explore different versions on myself. I made money and bought lingerie and wigs and also sent some home but my studio took most. I was paying for my own domi till a fight broke out in studio and all parties involved got fired as for me I never fought I was defending someone who was bullied by one of the girls .So now I've Decided to move back home but I need a domi and I know unemployed is at its peak in south africa and it's so unfortunate because I'm the oldest and I am expected to do things my deadhead father didn't do.I believe I can do big things and I have a achievement that I'd like to hit for myself but the stress,depression of not getting hired and webcam is the only thing that keeps me going. It means the world to me be appreciated by viewers and have family all over the world making sure you get paid exchange for pleasure. I need help got no where to go .everyone is gatekeeping jobs ,pressure of being 1st born and having to fill in shoes my father never did is unfair but it's expected