24 [M4A] #Online Europe Poland Chubby Disabled Loser looking for dom Tpe Sissyfication 24/7/365 Feminization

Hi,

I thought about being dom, but I think life really want me to be sub.

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I am not native English speaker = so watchout! ;) <I Will try my best, but typing is way easier than talking>

I've got health problems, my spine hurt as fuck, which mean - I can't constantly fuck :D. I've got scoliosis and might be pernamently hurt me when I am walking for long time, do some specific activity etc. That's where idea come, if I can't fuck, maybe I should be fucked? 🫣🤣 Unfortunetly I am really big guy: 201cm+ ~ 6'6 feet+ tall 110/115kg+ ~ 240 pounds+ - fat/chubby (Also right now I have some problem with my foots, shitty ingrown nails :/) Which would be hard to turn me into femine body - fuckhole, but maybe u have other ideas how you could use me? (But If really needed, i could even make my self as parodia of a human, and make some plastic surgery like boobs, imagine big guy who still need to be lower than other by kneeling for blowjob)

My back wouldnt hurt when giving oral or getting fucked which is some ideas. . . ;D

I am looking for tpe, when you would teach me how to be obedient, me doing your tasks, like going on cam alone, or maybe you force me to blowjob/anal on someone other on cam?

I am not living alone tho = remember.

Waiting for ideas what should I be if I can't be real man.

I think my dream life, would be living with other dude (Bcs none girl would want me), on the day just being dudes/friends, work, beer, watching some football, UFC, f1, play some video games, but at night I would turn into slutty sissy of his or Your, like crossdresser? Or some power ranger/secret frozen agent, when you tell secret words ,,slutty patty" 🤣 i change into slut and i can't use my D.

Invite me to your basement for 24.7.365 I am waiting. 🫣

Or wait untill i get out of debt, will move out from family house and do some big Brother stuff, when you watch on cams every single room 24.7.365 and give me tasks + invite other people to house to keep fucking my asshole while everything being recorded for you.

You can control me daily but it's long term slow process I cant do everything instant + i cant buy flight to you either right now if that's needed you would need to wait. 😆

If you want to have your ,,sim" I am ready, but don't push it to do everything instantly 1st day..

Another idea is some kind of game, like dc server, where every channel mean something else like daily/weekly/monthly tasks, every tasks that you can always go back to, debt control, clothes and literally everything, even maybe adding someone else there for suggestion or multiple control, it's just idea. ;v

I am waiting for DMs ;3