Confession #2 - Cheating. I [F18] couldn't break up with my psycho ex, so I started having sex with a colleague at the bar I was working at, including letting him cum inside me for stress relief

TL;DR: couldn't break up with my psycho ex, so I started sleeping with a lot of other people, starting with a colleague at the pub I was working at. We'd take regular breaks where he'd go down on me, and I'd then let him fuck me.

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Hey Reddit, I'm Lacy, F18. I've been asked quite a few times now to elaborate on a few stories I've mentioned in comments. I can see this subreddit has 'flairs' so I thought I'd do a post each for some of those flairs that I've done something related to.

The first flair is 'Cheating', I've been the 'other woman' a few times, but the only time I've cheated myself is on my first boyfriend, who turned out to be a violent psycho who became completely obsessed with me and I was too scared to break up with. For a couple of months, it got to be a very controlling situation (yes, that's all in the past now and I'm completely safe and happy now, thanks to those who asked!) I lost all interest in my then-boyfriend sexually as I just wanted to be away from him, but I have a very high sex drive so I was getting frustrated. He'd get suspicious when I wasn't at his place, so the only place I could easily be away at that time was at work, and at that point I was working part-time at a pub/restaurant.

It got very busy during peak hours, and though the manager and colleagues were nice, everyone was quite stressed. One of them, a pretty hot guy in his mid-twenties, was always flirting with me and asking me to take my breaks with him. On one of those breaks when we were sitting on the sofa alone in the little break room, we got talking about relationships, and when he pressed, I admitted I didn't want to have sex with my boyfriend at that point. He was kissing me within seconds, slipping his hand between my thighs, rubbing my pussy through my panties, and telling me I was too good for my boyfriend. He asked if he could go down on me to make me feel better (knowing we had time as the other colleagues wouldn't be able to take a break till we were back out front). I thought about how much I wanted to be away from my boyfriend at that point, and said yes. He quickly took off my panties, hitched up my short skirt and, laying me back on the sofa, started eating my pussy. He was pretty good, and I came in a couple of minutes, then we had to get back to work.

He spent the rest of the shift winking at me and grabbing me whenever nobody was looking. We volunteered to lock up at the end, so we were the only ones left. As soon as we were alone in the building, he took me back to the break room and went down on me again, for much longer this time. After I'd cum another couple of times, he half-jokingly asked if I'd get him off. As I was on birth control at this point, I said he could fuck me. I remember his eyes widening, but he didn't need asking twice. He fucked me hard and fast on the sofa, finishing inside me without asking (not that I minded). Then he drove me back to my boyfriend's.

Every time we were on shift together over the next couple of months, we'd try to act normal in front of the other colleagues/customers, but we'd still take our breaks together. Each time, he'd go down on me till I came, before fucking me missionary or prone till he came inside me. We both felt a lot better serving drinks after that haha. I feel sort of guilty as it was cheating, but it was great stress relief and some fun during a bad couple of months. I'll do another post at some point with another story for another flair.