Life lately has been ''chud gye guru"

Currently pursuing PG (don't ask kaha se🙏🏻) I have only 1 irl friend and 1 online friend. Whenever I try to make friends I end up losing them, 🍑 it's kind of okay, now atleast I don't have to remember bdays and waste my time talking to them, 🍑 I have lost all my social skills in past 4 years, i became introvert and shy, and I don't have any special skills also, I used to draw 🍑now I just can't, I need to get a job this year 🍑 I just can't focus on studying... Bdi muskil se sleep cycle thik ki thi yrr ab uski bhi chain utar gyi💔 Mental health thik krne k lie physical health khrb ki fir kuch hijdo k baccho ne mental health bhi khrb kr di yrrrrrrrrr..... Ab mai kya kru? Kaha se suru kru bhaiiiii 😞🤏🏻