[M4F] Behind Their Backs

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I let out a big sigh as I lay there in just a pair of baggy athletic shorts. It was your best friend calling me. For the fifth time this morning as my ringer had now been turned off and the phone sat on my dresser plugged into its charger.. Did i mentioned, she’s also my ex?

“Whyyyyy?” I laugh and roll over into my side as an arm draped over your body. Then the text chime went off on your phone. And a second time.

“He’s not picking up.”

“Like what the fuck, seriously.”

She was just venting to you. She had no idea you were in bed beside me. In fact she thought you hated me, and was under the impression that your opinion was that I’m the WORST possible guy for her. And up until two weeks ago that was your true opinion of me. You still think I’m bad for her, but your reasoning is completely different now. So how did we get here?

Erin and I dated for about a year and a half, and that’s how you met me. Things were great and we were fantastic together. Well, on the outside anyway. We had problems and were off and on the whole time, but managed to put up a great front above our toxic relationship. Which devastated you and the rest of your close knit friend group when we broke up. What crushed you even more was when Erin, your best friend since you were kids, moved away to get away from all of this.

I remained in the group though. I still hung out with everyone...you guys had basically swapped her out for me. And you blamed me for it all. You only knew her side of what happened between us and hated the fact that everyone still accepted me as a member of the group. There’s no secret there’s plenty of animosity between us. Mainly on your end. I’m carefree and nonchalant about it. Well, yeah sure I always thought you were a bit stuck up, and now I get annoyed when you feel the need to argue everything I say. But I can deal. As for the other guys in the group? Well they love instigating. Any chance they get they will bring something up to stir some drama. (So immature.)

So how did we get here?

It started two weeks ago when everyone got together at Andre’s parents’ lake house. Music was playing, drinks were flowing, we were playing a few games. Eventually it got late and one by one people started going to bed. Somehow we were the last two down there and maybe it was the alcohol but the conversation turned deep. A full on heart to heart as you were cleaning up before heading up to bed. I, of course, was going to be sleeping on the couch, with everyone else being coupled up.

Our talk got more intense, and somehow we started kissing...then somehow my pants ended up off...then yours...and somehow we had the most incredible, most passionate hate fuck session either of us had ever experienced. Sure you felt terrible about it the next morning. Neither of us so much as acknowledged the other the whole next day until we all left to go our separate ways. But the following weekend, a 12:45 am text led to us hooking up again. Then again Thursday night. And after that, it became not just sex but also getting to know each other....

I’m going to stop there! Let’s discuss the rest together! How well do we get along? Where is this going to go between us? How long do we keep things a secret??

I am definitely up for changing some aspects of this if you’d like!